i'm all alone ,

Welcome IPA ~ HAHAH  to the army open houseeeeee.

so got show, went awhile then we all all zao ~

nothing to do one , somemore so hot ,

this was like a few days ago one . HAHA

This pic, me and my gay brother hair colour damn nice hor?

Hehe~ I like this pic v much ..

SO i'd a chat w my qtpie on msn just nowwwww.

And he told me things that i've learnt from today onwards.

 

Risk, because we live once.

short post.

finish all assignments alr, holidays starting.

and..

i wanna go back to those days, when i've got nothing to worry about.

updatezzzz.♥

Happy Mother Day Mummy.

It's gonna be a long post, and if i wasn't wrong.. I did post about you last year July, Your birthday.

This is the 2nd picture you took with me in my whole of 18 years life. :).

Though you're never my biological mother, but i'm really thankful that you brought me up this whole time. Please forgive those time i disappoint you, made you angry or upset.

I was too young to realised my mistake, i know i'm wrong, and i'm changing now.

Well, thankyou for not giving up on me no matter what i've done wrong. They said mother's love is the greatest, i don't agree. I think yours is beyond a mother.

Just wanna say,

I Love You.  ♥

Happy Mothers Day to my second sister.

You're really the strongest woman i've ever seen.

I Love You.

Happy Mothers Day to my third sister too.

You're also another strong woman, hope you find your job soon.

I Love You. ♥

So, after giving my mother mother's day present and all,

i went to shop with my sister, then headed to meet this girl here. ♥

Went to find this jeremy!! :D

Went to dinz with shimin and her sister till 12+.

Talk~~~~ Then homed. :D

And so, monday SW & PP lesson cancelled, so i end school at 1pm! (Y)

Caught " The Avengers " With shimin, elson, ahjess & joyce. ♥

It's damn nice lah, i'd rate it 9/10. VERY FUNNY, ESPECIALLY THE HULK. OHYEAH.

HAHAHAHAHAH, okayokay. Maintain lixin! HAHAHA. Omg.

so my module now doing all this lor.?

use soft pastel, NICE TO USE SIA. HAHAHHA,

and i'm proud to say, i've been very early for school this week. HEHE.

:b.

I should end this post now~

I just came back from work like an hour ago, and my school start at 1pm tmr, that's why i've time to blog. Oh, I miss alot people now.

Sherrill, Leen, OMG> I need meetups man. HEHE.

OHHHHHHHHH

YTD WAS A HAPPY DAY.

Y'KNOW WHY? Smth to do with my eyecandy *winks. HEHE.

so 1 week had passed just like this..

i really, really realised who're my Friends.

And i mean, Friends. Yes, not close friends, not any person that's really close.

Just Friends. (:

So we made things clear already, & i really seen thru those colours.

Do a better job next time please.

I had no idea why i can't do it, but yah. Let it be.

OKAY.

Enough of unhappy stuffs!

Friday!

I saw stella at interchange! Like so long never see already /: .

Okayyyy. So i date with ahjess for 7 hours.

Omg, thats damn long...

This is the only friday i ain't working, suprisingly.

I need to save money!

Rate : 8/10.

The starting was abit confusing, but it's damn funny.

I think it's worth watching, and it's 1hour45mins long.

DAMN FUNNY, if you don't laugh inside, i think you can go bang da wall! LOL Kidding. HAHA

Go watch it!

Well, i'll post another things at the next post!

Byebye, ^~^

Yes, do you know what's so hard?

Nobody might care to ask if you're hurt IF you seems that strong.

Like yes, example.

Somebody you know, always smiling, always making things as easy as it seems to be, doesn't tear right in front of you when things happen etcetc, WILL YOU THINK THAT PERSON IS NOT OKAY?

it's so much easier to pretend everything's alright rather than not..

If you're reading this, think carefully, who're the ones around you who always seems okay..

Wanna try stand in their shoe and see what they feels?

C'mon people, don't be selfish.

Think for people, Think of how they're gonna feel. THINK. Be considerate.

I really never thought i'd have to go through all these again after i graduated from secondary school.

I thought ITE life would be much more easier, i thought things will go smoothly as long as i try my best to stop it from happening, but this ain't true. I can never stop things from happening into me, because i can't change how people are, i can't do anything to change somebody mindset.

Because this world is just so fucking realistic, with fake people increasing.

I'm serious, i hate fake people so much..

I can't.. I really can't.

What does friendships really meant. I remembered i used to ask this question the very 1st time when i was 13, when i was betrayed by a group of " Good friends " that i called.

I asked this questions alot of times, and alot people proved me wrong when i treated 'em as friends at 1st. Not to be mentioned much here.. Well, i'm not picking faults at anybody now, but i do admit that at times, i wasn't even a good friend, to some friend of mine that's really close.

But hey, if you chooses your friends FOR LOOKS, tell me how much have you gone through in something called friendships. I thought friendships wasn't about looks, AND most importantly, isn't about backstabbing people? I thought that friendships should be true, and worth your time?

You tell me, tell me why're you doing all these to me now.

Y'know how much it fucking hurts to know that there's somebody talking behind your back, when he/she is acting perfectly fine in front of you? Do you know how much it hurts, to actually realised that those peope around you are ALL FAKE. Well, probably people that're reading it realised the pain, and etc.

Let me tell you, this friendship, is brokened on 5th may 2012.

I'll never forgive what you did. I can never do that. That's it. :)

If i were to forgive you, i won't be able to forgive myself.

You've gone too far, real too far..

 * I'm not coming back.

I'll never come back to this so called friendships. Because i trusted you, and you did all these.
Behind every heartless person, there's something that made them like this.
I don't know what's gonna happen sooner or later, But i know, this is my life. I've to protect my heart from getting hurt. Idw to risk anymore things like this anymore.

Yes, I'm done trying, trying to be a very good friend to almost every single of you out there who's really close to me. I'm sorry, but i'm gonna stop trying. I can never be a good friend,
I've enough of disappointments, I've enough of everything.
I need a break, i wanna go missing.
Bye.

randomt thoughts.

i'll just update a lil more about my school....

so i'm at my second module now.

and this one is one of the 3 modules i'm having.

( Product Photography )

Learn photoshop skills, design posters etcetc..

And this is the 2nd i made.... About bike one..

This lesson only happened once every week..

And it's like 2pm-6pm...

this one is the main module i've every single day in school. :)

most recent one is doing mouse...

i wanted to make it to pikachu shape, but my teacher ended up helping me have a own design like a bear type of pikachu, LOL. HAHAHAHAH, so funny, ikr. :l .

so we take pics when we're really bored in class,

like what i always do though.... hahahah. random okay.

and i just wanna thank somebody in my blog today..

YoonKuen.

He's the 1st to send me a text on my birthday, 00:00.

the screenshot time above was like days after my birthday.

But i find his wish quite sweet, out of those wishes i recieved though text.

Okay.. Well. I know this few days had been tough for you, though you didnt really shared to me what happened to you. But hey, i'm always here for you okay. Like the text i sent you that day, remember?

So, dont everything also keep to yourself okay, i know how that feels.

But i hope after you read this, you'll know, you're never alone,

I feel you as always, although you dont like to tell me what happened.

But yeah, thanks for not leaving my life. Thanks darl! :)

So miracles finally happened after 1year,2month,4days.

29th of april. Hmm yes, ain't this name familiar? Yes it's him.

He finally accepted my friend request after brokeup so long.. Oh well. Im glad, he did it anyway.

I saw him on 20th, just 1 day after i turned 18 though..

Ohwell, thanks for being back my friend ;).

It's really a damn miracle, i swear.

So also wanna mention another friend in this post.

Because, i've finally talked back with him these few days. C:

Hello bulaien, really glad we're talking back again.

Poly life ain't easy, i know that. but remember.

Xin always here for you! :)

You're a very good friend, don't be too stress okay!

Anything, take it easy. Hope you can get into your table tennis, and work hard.

Thanks for being my friend! :) Stay happy, and positive.

I wanna end the post here, because i'm really tired...

Wait i think of what to post 1st then post bah, i've already prepared pics, but i lazy type out already.

Okaybyebye. <:

more updates

So after school on my 18th birthday, i met this two lovely person, and we talktalktalk.

Then homed.

Catching up with them never fails to make me feel loved. ♥ X.

Overdue pics on 17 April.

Spam photos with Shimin and some classmate. :D

& I've decided to cut my long fringe away ~

So it became like this now..

Things changes aft i turned 18.

Dont wish to say much, but will be more detailed in next post! ^^.

Have fun on my 18th! Love all of you max. X. ♥